What?

I actually had a lot to type today. But I told myself I'd stay away from blogging and instead try to complete the script that's due tonight. So I've failed with that.

Plus I forgot most of what I wanted to say, so that's another failure.

Math is definitely going to be a fail. Unless this year is a repeat of last year, minus the little bit of poetic inspiration I got towards the end.

I really think I need to start challenging myself again, because deadlines aren't getting to me as much as I wish they were and living up to people's expectations is sometimes more boring than taxing because I don't even bother.

I'm afraid that I might just get so accustomed to the slack nature of NS and my job there that I'm going to have a really tough time readjusting to society when I get out. Uncle John was right, NS really does rot your brain.